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Peach, Plum, Pear

Fefe — Tue, 09 Mar 2010 20:23:04 +0000

I love Joanna Newsome. Sorry to keep this one short you guys, but you know, Physics work and self-worth are in need of some attention. So here, have a song that I feel like I can relate to at this moment in time.

Wow.

Fefe — Mon, 01 Mar 2010 17:51:51 +0000

Woah, I am completely sorry for the lack of posting (other than the brainless tweets that I tweet) in February! Especially since I got a plug from the wonderful Fi!

Lets just say that things haven't been smooth throughout February - although I've been perfectly fine on the day/s you'd have expected me to be at my worst - and only now do I feel like I'm recovering again. I don't think my friends will ever read this, but if they do, I want them to know how thankful I am¹ that they put up with my whinings and self-esteem issues and remain there for me. Thank you.²

I did work on the two pictures below in the meantime though, and I do have some more images in the works, when I finally get around to finishing them!

One day I'll have things that explain these characters. I swear!

Also, I have a sparkly 'refurbished' netbook with 'minor cosmetic damage'³ so I really have no excuse now⁴. For those who like to know such things, it's a Samsung NC10 in white. It looks like this;

and I am in love with it. It's such a sweet little netbook, even other people have called it cute. So light and portable, I've been carrying it in my bad, and haven't even noticed the extra weight much! With a 2GB main laptop, it does feel a little slow sometimes, but now with DropBox⁵ I can keep my university and project files up to date and backed up on a server, no matter which laptop I am on⁶.

Anywho, toodle-doo, sadly I have work to do!

PS: Happy 1st of March! Here's to the best month of the year! Hawhaw.

even if I neglect to say it
I would also like to thank every guy who has been honest with me, and told me that I wasn't attractive, rather than pulling the fleece over my head. Oh wait, that's no one. Nevermind.
Two stickers that were easily removed with leftover things wiped off - so pretty much no cosmetic damage
as long as there is internet!
Oh my, I'm starting to sound like I'm being paid to plug things - trust me, I'm not!
Which you don't realise is such a good thing until you actually start using it - and then you wonder why you ever thought of carrying USB pens with you

Not Another Project?!

Fefe — Wed, 27 Jan 2010 23:24:09 +0000

I couldn't help it. Finally had some time to myself, to do whatever, and get these things in my head onto paper/screen. I'm not saying much about this one just yet.

I Love Me

Fefe — Mon, 25 Jan 2010 16:11:02 +0000

I love maths and science, but sometimes I just want to slap the tinest particles for making life so complex, at various theorists for their godawful equalities, and sometimes I curse at the romance languages for not containing enough symbols to have one letter per concept. I love zombies, and dinosaurs. I also love ghosts, vampires, werewolves, and all those other mythological monsters that I haven't mentioned, or had the luck to read about yet. I think sharks are fricken awesome. Lasers are amazingly awesome. I love stupid (and not so stupid) sci-fi stories. I'd love black holes but they scare the life out of me. I love Munchkin. I love tabletop pen and paper rpgs. I love books. I love comics. I love MSN. I love talking face-to-face.

I love drinking alcohol with my friends. I love going to cafes and drinking tea and eating cake with my friends. I love staying at home. I love travelling about. I love doing nothing. I love doing work. I love spending entire months planning a story. I love writing. I love drawing. I love listening to weird music. I love singing weird music. I love being able to get the entire scope of my feelings across with a word that may not even exist. I love messing around in toy stores. I love my friends. I love my family. I love my background. I love where I live. I love cooking. I love baking. I love love. I love romance. I love those little things that never seem appropriate to be discussed in public.¹ I love wanting to love. I love the fact that I have too many loved things to list.

I love it when you listen to a piece of music, and realise that you're not depressed anymore.

You know what I'm talking about

I used to cut up songs from Ragnarok Online

Fefe — Mon, 18 Jan 2010 18:10:54 +0000

I used to cut up music into TV-length bits¹ and only recently have I found them on my computer again.² I'd be happy to share them all, but a lot of them aren't really free for distribution. I figured I could put up the Ragnarok Online cuts, as it's simple to get your hands on the full versions of the soundtrack - just download the client, and you get the bgm in a big file!³

I can't see how putting up these cut versions would get me into trouble,⁴ so please, do enjoy them. (You can't download them though, sorry!)

Can't Go Home Again Baby Purity of Your Smile High Roller Coaster Jazzy Funky Sweet One Fine Day

Yes, I was that sad once
Actually, I found them on the iPod but that's not the point.
At least, the last time I downloaded it, this was the case
However, dear Gravity, if you want them taken down just say. I don't have the money to be fighting legal cases.

It’s been almost 3 weeks

Fefe — Sun, 17 Jan 2010 20:01:23 +0000

...and I still haven't managed to grasp the concept of optimistic thinking for the whole year. Regardless, tomorrow is the so called "Blue Monday", but I've promised to myself - and Facebook likes to remind me - that I will be spending it being hopelessly optimistic.¹ This WILL be done by remembering all the gushy warm fuzzy things that have happened recently, and by taking the viewpoint of 'if it hasn't been said, then it isn't true'. Hurrah for ignorant bliss.

Still, I was exceedingly happy a couple of days ago. The old me is finally pulling herself away from the hopeless romantic², so I thought I would celebrate with a nice femininely coloured picture of myself with the things I love most. Do enjoy:

watch your head!

Inbetween all this writing for Physics I've done³ lately, I've seemed to forget that I have a novel to continue writing, and a community project to renew interest in. Add a sprinkle of desire to start making paper doll outfits and a spoonful of addiction to papercraft⁴ and sowing. Finally, mix in a good review of Physics, practice with maths, and electromagnetism polarisation malarky and you have yourself a tasty and filling Fefe-wants-to-do-too-much cake. Best enjoyed in a library of some sort.

Anyway, on the line of optimistic thinking; here's to a better 9 weeks filled with more cafe sessions, student theatre, and socialising!⁵

This will work out, Fefe. It will work out, just give it time and don't be so annoying, you fool. Have faith in him and wait.
RAH RAH AH AH AH, ROMA RO MA MA and so forth
It's only like two days of NaNoWriMo Fefe, don't be silly - even if it wasn't as fun
I think it's bad that I want to make a special Valentine's Card to give to someone - maybe not this year, but at some point.
I have had my 'reckless student' status questioned twice already, and the term hasn't even started. I'm a bad 'student' and I know it.

Just A Little Quicky To Keep This Place Updated

Fefe — Sat, 09 Jan 2010 23:05:14 +0000

I wish I could say that I've been working on those drawings from the last post. Instead I have been pouring over an essay that is in need of more references, a lab report which is missing several diagrams and requires some application of a standard deviation somewhere, and half a booklet of questions which requires me reteaching myself fourier transforms, thermodynamics, and somehow making it through the horror that is electromagnetic geometry. Add to that some unnerving bumpy matters of the heart, Left 4 Dead 2, Discworld, Munchkin sessions, a frustratingly scary amount of snow, and the internet. You can see why I'm starting to regret all those days of slacking. How on earth am I to pass this second year? I just can't see me achieving it at the moment.

Ah well, maybe I'll post something up about Munchkin once I've figured out how to get back to university without crashing my now de-snowed car.

I really do hate the snow.

Sa-Sa-Saru!

Fefe — Mon, 04 Jan 2010 23:12:26 +0000

I might as well show you some pictures I've been trying to finish, but just lost interest in. It's for that novel that I'm supposed to be writing and publishing up on this blog.¹ All I'll say is this: PIRATES! NINJA! Yaaaay!

Haha, this picture is still too wide for my poor blog layout - oh well...

Oh, if only my mood was stable enough to work on it - I surely would be doing so, instead I'm using whatever stablity I have to do my university work!

Celebrating the New Year!

Fefe — Fri, 01 Jan 2010 15:31:40 +0000

Goodbye 2009, Hello 2010!

Fefe — Fri, 01 Jan 2010 00:00:15 +0000

2010 brings us into a new decade, and leaves us with appromixately 3 years until the so-called destruction of the world¹

Resolutions

To blog more
To exercise more
Eat less junk
To help those who need help more often
To be more positive
Spend more time with people
To spend more time on improving my drawing skill
To pick up papercrafting as a new hobby²
To have something finished and released by the end of the year

Wishes

Money
Love
Peace
More Tea

for those who haven't realised, the end of the world is set for something like 21st December 2012, which is pretty close to the end of the year. However I believe the conspiracy stuff to be absolute bumfluff!
and maybe knitting